IT'S OVER

alhamdulillah the exam is finished now. i can finally rest my butt off the bed for the whole nite. i can't write long here as i'm going to do my 3RD BATCH of SHOPPING NOW. fly euro fly. i'm taking my flight to Heathrow tomorrow at 5.30pm and a midnite flight from there to KLIA. yeehuuu home here i come!!

later ok

Blog Break

i won't be blogging for a while till the exam which is on Thursday, 24 June 04. i'll miss writing here but it's not gonna be for long till i can write back. i can see myself getting more addicted to write something here. i have to resist the temptations though, it's too much time consuming. i have a greater priority to be considered.

yesterday i got a text msg from Asie

"Shoe, ko nak dengar citer bengang tak? Pah menang kuiz yg 30 Hari Mencari Cinta! Pemenang Utama. Pastu jumpa SO7 sehari sebelum ko balik M'sia"

jelesnya dgn Pah!! it's her luck this time. tak kesahla, i've met with Duta and the rest of the band 2 yrs back in KLCC (masa tu Duta still single aa). haha

OK STOP NOW

alhamdulillah

Location: Tutorial Room 1
Mood: Happy!

Sunny day outside, the radio said it would be 22 degrees celcius for today, quite a temperature for a city like Dublin. i have the fake cold in my surroundings now, it's the air-cond in this tutorial room that caused me to shiver till i finally increased the temperature. BLOATED. one word to describe me now. half an hour a go i was starving that i called my friends to accompany me eating outside (apparently they refused), and after taking a major drastic move, that was eating upstairs at the college cafe, here are the outcomes of me= TERRIBLY FULL+ BROKE. gosh for a simple stirfried chicken and double scoops of mashed potatoes with gravy cost me E5.20. and if i convert the figure to RM, it would be around RM25+. haha bley makan sedap2 kat Chili's or Kenny Roger's. and to make the situation worse, i called Yanie and she said she'd already cooked for lunch at home. huh, guess it's the cafe's luck this time, they got me. nevermind, alhamdulillah my tummy is filled with something nice at least, and it's been a while since i didn't eat at the college, so i guess that would be the last for this academic year inshaAllah.

I've got to keep on moving with my studies as i'm going back home earlier today. we're moving out tomorrow to a new place which is not very far from the present one, so i've got to clear out things and scrape the moulds off the walls and the ceilings of the house today. gosh all these while i wonder how i managed to live in such a condition, maybe that was why i have my bad immunity after all, it's the moulds, they crawled inside my nostrils when i was sleeping maybe. haha. pretty good hipothesis. i can't imagine how am i going to clean the house today. it's gonna be a veeery loong dayyy i supposed. actually i've started some of the packings this morning after subh, and i managed to throw few clothes that were affected by the moulds. gosh they're my worst enemy ever. u don't wanna know how much have i lost for them. clothes, books, even my pencils. gila punya kulat! initially i was patient enough to clean them away or to wash them off the clothes, but after a while they just got into my nerves, i couldn't even look at them anymore so i throw every little things that was affected by them. and our landlord doesn't really seemed to be interested in that anymore. he said he'll do something to improve the ventilation in the house (inilah keburukan duk basement, very poor ventilation!) when he first came after we told him about this. now batang hidung pun tak penah nampak. it doesn't really matter now, we're outta this place. adios house. thanks for all the good memories. apart from the moulds, it's been a good year after all.

i called Along today to ask for anything that she wants me to buy before i go back and we chatted for a while.

"Acu tau tak Mak doakan nama ko 3 kali dekat Jabal Rahmah untuk dapat jodoh. org lain dia doa sekali je. hahaha"

i had a blast hearing that. hahaha. paranoid eh my mum.

retro

Currently listening to : Lullaby by Shawn Mullin

everytime i hear this song, old memories come playing in my head with clear pictures of everything i did before (gosh it's haunted). i still remember the times when everyone was so crazy with mIRC, so was i, i never went to bed before i heard azan subuh from the nearby mosque or before i heard the door of my parents' bed being opened. i guess every ordinary kid would be deeply involved with it, org kata masa zaman2 internet mula2 nak popular dulu. i would be spending the whole night chatting with friends, or making new friends from different channels, be it from SBP or MRSM or any school there were. and i would also be listening to hitz.fm or light n easy or whichever radio station that played nice songs throughout the night. and Shawn Mullin's was one of my fav, and it still is. byk kenangan tu. haha. gosh if only i could turn back time.

and at the end of the month, i'd end up being scolded by my parents for the high internet bills and also the electrical bills. they'll usually go double or even triple whenever i was on holiday at home. :p

they said everything comes with a price. and they can never be anymore true!

one last day

last day in JCMH, Blanchardstown

it was a fine 4 weeks course afterall, and i was quite sad to leave the place. i luv everything in JCMH, the wards, the people there (tutors, cunsultants, surgeons, SHO, interns, nurses), the whole environment basically. it was a good start for me and and i hope i'll be sent over there again in my Fourth or Final Med soon inshaAllah (and there would be different people there by that time i supposed). i did my OSLER exam today (Objective Structure Long Exam R..err..forgotten) and it went fine. i passed with P+. so it was a good start, and i ended it fairly well i think. how couldn't i be more thankful to You dear God?

10 days towards the exam

i am not ready yet, i hope i'll be ready when the time comes. it's pretty hot and sunny outside today, and i was gasping for air in this library. it's kind of stuffy and uncomfortable, and i thot of going back early. thinking that i won't be doing much at home, i decided to just stay till the evening and take a 6.55 bus then (there's something about this 6.55 bus, i dunno). apparently the wireless system in the library seems not to be working now (i lost my temper earlier knowing this, but i'm OK now) so i couldn't really do my CAL for Pathology. i think i'm gonna just let this evening off, and start doing things seriously tomorrow. afterall this is my last day in the hospital for this term, and i'm going to enjoy it till the very last bit (gosh haven't u enjoyed enough shu?)

13 days more for HOME

my parents safely arrived home yesterday after performing their Umrah, and i was relieved to be having someone that i can talk to over the phone. (friends would be nice to have a chat with but i have to call them all if i start calling one, it wouldn't be fair to just call one). Mak seemed to be a bit tired, but she said it went great. i warned Ola not to take all nice scarves or jubahs and left me the unwanted ones. the school's starting today in M'sia and Mak had to attend it eventhough she was pretty tired of the journey. while talking to Mak yesterday i heard a cute voice behind saying

'esok Akib demam, Akib tak payah lah pegi school kan'

alahai trick lama.

nak balik nak balik nak balik

i think i just want the term to be over, without even considering the exam i'm going to sit soon. and i figured that was why i didn't have the momentum or the urge to keep on going with my studies.

bad gurl