dazed and confused

scratching my itchy we-wanna-write-everynite fingers.

it's 2 in the morning and here i am at the crossroads once again (it's the song). i hate making decisions, i do. how do i choose between the 2 things that i'm really looking forward to do? i think i'm gonna just leave it there, pray and let my heart calls it later.

there's some progressions of the book i'm reading, and i am really stucked on it now.

my left tonsils hurts, i think they are red and swollen. tonsillitis?

i watched a romantic Thailand movie on Prima tonight. it was really a great story of TRUE LOVE. i wonder if that still exists in reality.

(that four-lettered words, i wonder if u still remember it)

crap. geli telinga dgn ayat sendiri. haha.

copa america is on. i have another reason to be staying up late, after euro04 and jet-lagged.

BTN. anyone wants to be a substitution for me? we can go and do the 'face-off' kind of things to our face.

i am really delusioning.