this is Qalb 2
I think this might be one of the last entries before the holidays. No I'm not going home, yet. Yes the exam's still going on. It's the limitations; the time, the heartbroken, the mean of blogging as well- yes last day of wireless communications will be this Monday, then I am as good as before the broadband age, no string attached.
I am still sick, it's taking its course. I'm all purulent green if you wanna get into details. And I'm still homesick. And I'm heartbroken too. Not from the four lettered word you lovebirds out there, the world has got more to offer than just that. I learn that once we soak our feet into this business, there's trials and tribulations in front of us. "Orang yang sentiasa tidak salah ialah orang yang tidak berbuat apa-apa" quoting Ustaz. And at this point I appreciate the healing touch from the words of Allah SWT in the Quran, like the Prophet (S.A.W) used to find assurance and relief from his anxiety and sadness (94:6). May this trial makes me grow up a better person.
Nevertheless, I attained my BAO (Bachelor in Obstetrics & Gynaecology) yesterday. Yes the results were out at 4 pm. Alhamdulillah, out of my fever and sickness, I passed. My carry marks from the OSCE wasn't that strong so I struggled my best for my written and I did well, alhamdulillah. The final clinical oral pulled down the total marks a bit, but alhamdulillah, I still pass. That's my rezki on the plate after a hard days and nights work, and I'm grateful for what I got. At this point I treasure the true care of a friend whom I barely know since the beginning of the course. Not too forget the friends around me, and my family, especially my mom.
Speaking of mom, who learnt how to send an SMS just before my oral exam started coz she was worried that I was sick. Yes my mom who never before knew how to type an SMS, who let the kids manage the mobile and she only dials and hungs up. I was melted knowing the fact, and giggled sometimes at the funny words she sent just to cheer me up. That's mom, my comfort.
It is indeed a matter of the heart. One time we're happy the next second sad. Life is full of ups and downs.
I don't suppose these will be my final words before the academic year ends, but if they are, then, many thanks for coming here every now and then, I apology if I ever said anything hurtful and inshaAllah I will see you in Malaysia, not very long from now.
Please pray for my other 3 subjects in the next 2 weeks, I will need your prayers with me.
I am still sick, it's taking its course. I'm all purulent green if you wanna get into details. And I'm still homesick. And I'm heartbroken too. Not from the four lettered word you lovebirds out there, the world has got more to offer than just that. I learn that once we soak our feet into this business, there's trials and tribulations in front of us. "Orang yang sentiasa tidak salah ialah orang yang tidak berbuat apa-apa" quoting Ustaz. And at this point I appreciate the healing touch from the words of Allah SWT in the Quran, like the Prophet (S.A.W) used to find assurance and relief from his anxiety and sadness (94:6). May this trial makes me grow up a better person.
Nevertheless, I attained my BAO (Bachelor in Obstetrics & Gynaecology) yesterday. Yes the results were out at 4 pm. Alhamdulillah, out of my fever and sickness, I passed. My carry marks from the OSCE wasn't that strong so I struggled my best for my written and I did well, alhamdulillah. The final clinical oral pulled down the total marks a bit, but alhamdulillah, I still pass. That's my rezki on the plate after a hard days and nights work, and I'm grateful for what I got. At this point I treasure the true care of a friend whom I barely know since the beginning of the course. Not too forget the friends around me, and my family, especially my mom.
Speaking of mom, who learnt how to send an SMS just before my oral exam started coz she was worried that I was sick. Yes my mom who never before knew how to type an SMS, who let the kids manage the mobile and she only dials and hungs up. I was melted knowing the fact, and giggled sometimes at the funny words she sent just to cheer me up. That's mom, my comfort.
It is indeed a matter of the heart. One time we're happy the next second sad. Life is full of ups and downs.
Ibnu Rawaahah berkata kepada Abu Darda' (RA) sambil memegang tangannya, "Marilah beriman sejenak. Sesungguhnya hati lebih cepat berbolak balik daripada isi periuk yang menggelegak."
Please pray for my other 3 subjects in the next 2 weeks, I will need your prayers with me.
