Monday, December 15, 2003

holidazZZEee..

i should have posted this one few days ago when i just finished my exam but due to some delays it got stucked here n i have to rewrite it back now. before i forgot HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY to my freind Jihan who still think she's 17 (poor her! :P)..it's Monday morning (err not morning, afternoon or evening i guess), n it's not a usual one because it is a Holiday Mondayyy huhu yeah the christmas break has started immediately after the exam n it's gonna be up till 5th of January...it's a long duration for ppl who's gonna do nothing just enjoying the day till it's over but for me, it is the shortest holiday ever for me to do all my revision for my First Professional Exam which gonna be in February...

i have taken the weekend off, doing nothing at all..i woke up at 8 for my subuh prayer n slept back till my eyes couldn't get to sleep anymore haha..woke up, i spent the whole time watching vcdsss (lots of em) till 2/3 in the morning..it was heaven i tell ya..but only for the weekend..plus i got few invitations for open house, (Cikgu n K.Zu's, Malaysia Hall's warden---the food was damn great!!, Husna's house, Hanis's house), and we also played UNO EXTREME and few games using the UNO cards (HEART ATTACK--really2 heart attack, and BULLSHIT--if u ever watched How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days, this is the game which Andy plays with Ben's family)..we also went to Farah's place to watch Anugerah Era '03 n Konsert Reunion Akademi Fantasia..haha..terubat rindu kat Mesia...n today, i was supposed to go to Blanchardstown for bowling with my friends, in fact i was the one who suggested it BUT it turned out that i still have few days before i can withdraw my monthly 'income' from MARA..n i only have few cents in my pockets now n my jackpot for hutang piutang has reached its limit i guess, so i decided not to borrow money from ppl anymore before i got myself into trouble paying 'em..damn money IS the root of every problems....

so here i am now..spending my times in the library..it wasn't like my imagination here actually as there are quite a number of ppl in the library though it's holiday now..yeah the 3rd meds haven't finished their exams but other that, there are loads of my classmates here n the unbelievable thing is, THEY HAVE ALREADY STARTED HOLDING NOTES FOR THE FIRST MEDS STUFF...so early..i bet they have started doing that immediately after the exam..haha..n wut i mean by saying 'them' is not ppl from the Middle East or Asia, they are the Caucasians, the group off ppl who really excel in studies n doesn't take much time in understanding wut the lecturers are saying (daaaa...it's their mother tongue)..so wut happened to me now??start heating up ur seat Shu..there's not much time left now....(hmm where do i start??)..yeah i think this is one of my advantage..i see pressure from the outside and alternate it to motivation inside (err do i really capable in doing that actually?)..n i actually have to search for pressure so i can motivate myself to do things n not feeling comfortable doing the things i'm not supposed to be doing...but sometimes the pressure does overlapped the motivation leading me to feel the TENSE..but so far alhamdulillah they're all in control of me (with a lot help from Him)..and i hope they will always do...

so i guess i have to start sorting things out now..work on my schedule so that i can use this holidays to the uppermost...plus have my bestest times also (hey who can resist the programmes they are putting on tellie for this x'mas--the movies, friends, n loads more?)...

may the force be with me....good day ppl...

Thursday, December 04, 2003

the greatest gift of all

it's been ages since i last put up my new entry here...n how do i start on this one..there were so many things happened to me that i considered as 'TRES IMPORTANTES' to me and to put 'em all here seems impossible..it might took me the whole day for that all..haha...if only i knew how to put up pictures here, i'll save up talking as they really represent all words spoken..

i just finished my oral exam for my term 4 exam this morning..luckily my session was one of the earliest so i didn't spent much times worrying wut's the questions like..i dunno, maybe He really answered all my prayers on this one (and i really thank Him for 'em, i really do...startled by the fact that He always look into me even when i wasn't behaving good to Him..forgive me as i am dear God)..everything went unexpectedly smooth (seriously unexpected) and i think i brought out the best things that i have in me and left them to judge me..(i had the worst combination of examiners that they said weren't behaving so good to the students before me but they turned out to be good to me...n i woke up today having the hunch to read the stuff that unexpectedly being asked by them...how could i be more thankful to U dear God?)..i dunno..i just hope i passed..and a credit for honours..

30 NOV WAS MY BIRTHDAY!

My beloved Mak was the first one to wish me 2 days earlier.. (i actually got few cards from my family few weeks before, they came with the parcel and also individually)..the next one was from Rehab, my arab friend from UAE, that came with an unexpected present, a nice black handbag, purely made in italy..when do i use that one????on the night of my birthday i got a surprised party from my housemates (thanks guys!) and Faha and Yani gave me an UNO extreme game (another source of distraction) and i got a pair of black suede gloves from Arnee (just when i need 'em)..later that nite i got tonnes of text messages from my friends in Ireland and Malaysia...thanks for the thots!the next day, it was Sunday, as usual i went to the library and surprised by a special tribute by my friend, Nisa, on her page (check it out at www.nisayasir.blogspot.com/)...terharu againnn...u really made my day friend!the whole series of wishes and presents going on that i already forgot how the sequence went..a quick recap, i got a huge 'The Simpsons' poster from Aida n Shikin, a Laura Ashley jewellery box from Hanis, a cute doll holding a heart-shaped frame by Eliza, a set of Boot's Royal Jelly bathing stuff by K.Fauzana...err i think that would be all..so sorry if i left any..also thanks to those who gave me cards and to Hati who printed my Pharmacology project (with her brand new printed) and never charged me--she said that was her present for me..haha..wut a creative one...

just when i thought i have nobody here, U sent me not just one, but tonnes of friends for me to be with..

EID MUBARAK DEAR BLOGGERS..this year's Eid was great..we cooked all the basic stuff for eid= nasi himpit by Arnee, rendang by Yani, lodeh by Me and Faha cooked tom yam to serve with kuey teow for the guests..we finished cooking at 2 and the eid morning, Faha n Arnee rushed for classes (poor them) while me n Yani prepared ourselves up as we only had class at 3 in the evening..morning events, as usual we went to Malaysia Hall for the prayer n takbir, unfortunately the small Hall would never accomodates the 'millions' of malaysians in Dublin now haha so we waited in the blizzering cold for bout an hour to go in..i only got to perform my prayer with the 3rd batch..i think the government should be doing sumthing bout this--sending tonnes of ppl here but still we have only the small, old building Malaysia Hall..

wut could u xpect to b greater than EATING during eid..i ate like i never eaten before, from 1 house to another..haha.. i think i've gain few pounds out of that..this year i also got the chance to go for our ambassador's open house on the second day of eid (which i missed last year) n got the chance to view the big mansion of him-damn i wonder how much do they pay for the maintainence of that mansion..if only they use that money for reconstructing the malaysia hall...

to sum up, evrything went great for the past few weeks..n i hope it will be greater for the coming ones..i'll be having my written exam in a few days n mcq paper 3/4 days after that (i'm always bad in remembering dates)..

i have to go back..i'm starting to feel nauseous..this must be of the lack of sleeping i had last nite (i slept at 5 in the morning)...

CONGRATULATIONS to K.Siti Hajar and Amar for their new-born baby boy, Nur Luqman (born on the 29th Nov, few hours before me..)...he's the cutest baby ever n i'm starting to miss him now..after the exam i'll go n visit him...