I have pinguecula in my eyes..

U know lately I've been spiritually and emotionally dampened, macam bara api yang baru kena siram dengan air. Nasib baik ada lagi serpihan bara kat bawah tu yg selamat dari simbahan sebab air yang dia guna utk simbah tak byk, jadi selamat la bara-bara yang kat bawah. Tinggallah mereka, ditiup semula oleh angin yang hanya sepoi. Atau boleh la nak kata ditiup semula oleh kawan-kawan sefikrah yang sempoi. Haha. Sekarang dah pandai guna jargon yang baik punya.

I tried to be ordinary and started my entry with "What I did today" or "Hari ini saya bangun pukul bla bla..kemudian saya makan toast dengan bla blu ble.." but failed. U know it's kinda my bloggy dream to be able to do that, coz all these while I always tell myself to be different and now I've fallen myself into indifference.

I called my parents late one night, and it was early morning at home. And oh Naqib was with my parents, apparently Along was sick. He was pretending to sleep while my parents tried hard to get him to school. After a good persuasion, he was put on the phone. I said, Naqib kene pergi sekolah sebab nanti akhir tahun ada hadiah kedatangan penuh. Acu dulu tiap tahun dapat hadiah dari darjah satu sampai darjah enam.

So I don't know now should I tell myself, Acu kene pergi sekolah sebab nanti minggu depan ada periksa akhir Ophthalmology..