and again, another year

I'm still smothered in my mixed feelings. Happy, blessed, specks of guilt, and anger, sadness, joy, regret, loved, missed - ah the heart is very complex. My eyes are swollen, the heavy heart. I'm truly happy and blessed, I truly am.

Maybe I'm feeling old that's it.

Anyhoo, yes I'm 25 today, alhamdulillah. Height 164cm weight __kg. Proud owner of Budiman (never on roads yet), 2 pair of stethoscopes, probably more than 20 pair of shoes, and shirts.

For this year I made 3 wishes on cutting the cake.

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May Allah give me the strength to be steadfast and make things easy for me iAllah.

I miss you.