vulnerable point

i realized that i finally reached my vulnerable point..every single thing that i do seemed like one wasted unnecessary thing that i shouldn't have been doing before..every nite i cried consulting Him the burden that seems so hard on my shoulders..i can't bear the pain i'm having now..i'm currently holding on but i won't be lasting for long..ya Allah send me some guidances..inspire me with your wisely thoughts..open my heart to see the clear pathway of my journey..Ameen

2 more papers to go, and thousands of hurdles come fencing..