one last day

last day in JCMH, Blanchardstown

it was a fine 4 weeks course afterall, and i was quite sad to leave the place. i luv everything in JCMH, the wards, the people there (tutors, cunsultants, surgeons, SHO, interns, nurses), the whole environment basically. it was a good start for me and and i hope i'll be sent over there again in my Fourth or Final Med soon inshaAllah (and there would be different people there by that time i supposed). i did my OSLER exam today (Objective Structure Long Exam R..err..forgotten) and it went fine. i passed with P+. so it was a good start, and i ended it fairly well i think. how couldn't i be more thankful to You dear God?

10 days towards the exam

i am not ready yet, i hope i'll be ready when the time comes. it's pretty hot and sunny outside today, and i was gasping for air in this library. it's kind of stuffy and uncomfortable, and i thot of going back early. thinking that i won't be doing much at home, i decided to just stay till the evening and take a 6.55 bus then (there's something about this 6.55 bus, i dunno). apparently the wireless system in the library seems not to be working now (i lost my temper earlier knowing this, but i'm OK now) so i couldn't really do my CAL for Pathology. i think i'm gonna just let this evening off, and start doing things seriously tomorrow. afterall this is my last day in the hospital for this term, and i'm going to enjoy it till the very last bit (gosh haven't u enjoyed enough shu?)

13 days more for HOME

my parents safely arrived home yesterday after performing their Umrah, and i was relieved to be having someone that i can talk to over the phone. (friends would be nice to have a chat with but i have to call them all if i start calling one, it wouldn't be fair to just call one). Mak seemed to be a bit tired, but she said it went great. i warned Ola not to take all nice scarves or jubahs and left me the unwanted ones. the school's starting today in M'sia and Mak had to attend it eventhough she was pretty tired of the journey. while talking to Mak yesterday i heard a cute voice behind saying

'esok Akib demam, Akib tak payah lah pegi school kan'

alahai trick lama.

nak balik nak balik nak balik

i think i just want the term to be over, without even considering the exam i'm going to sit soon. and i figured that was why i didn't have the momentum or the urge to keep on going with my studies.

bad gurl